SANGOMA or CHURCH:

Ever since this semester started, i just can't understand whats going on with me. I have this laziness in me, every-time i think about studying, my mind just goes all dead on me. Yesterday i kinder sucked while writing Criminology Test and this morning i also messed up writing the Politics Test, and all the assignment i wrote this semester i feel i did not give it my all.

If i fail this semester i will have to answer to myself and my mom and that is not going to happen., i need to find a way to sort this out even if it means going to church or visit a Sangoma. I know my parents won't approve of a sangoma simply because they are Christians and i never went to church ever since i got to varsity, i know that's wrong but that's what i'm trying to solve here! In the other hand i have these girls who are interested in me but i'm not, the problem is they are so closely related to my best friends so i can't play or screw them. 

This year i made a vow to myself that i will only focus on my studies and other side goals like establishing my NPO. However, sometimes things do not go as planned, but i still intend to stick to my goals, even-though the are these temptations and demonic spirits at work in my life i'm ma leave the Sangoma and on Sunday I'm going to any church in campus. I really do not like what's going on with me and if there is a way i'm going to pass my first year with flying colours, it's when i'm going to take a stand and deal with my problems!